ERM...
I will be okay if I am not the one you choose to do life with. I didn't deep the question that could have been taking up space in your mind, a serious one indeed. One that took me aback when I came to the realisation and understanding of how big of a question it is. Is this the person I want to do life with? as much as I laugh out loud, this is actually not a joke. I'm here with the fairies, all giddy and loved up; loving love and how love makes me feel. Wanting you to hint at the idea of us making a commitment, ignorant to the reality of how significant a decision like this is, now we've passed the immaturity of telling each other to read between the lines of the half-truths and half-lies that we once devoted our lives to. Now my mind floods itself with questions that I should have asked myself before getting to this point: Are you even the person I TRULY want to do life with? Am I even the person that I would like to be, before I do life with another whole being? What c...