Mis Pensamientos

Week Beginning 04/12/22

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You can never expect the unexpected, yet you should expect the unexpected.

Yeah, even I'm slightly confused, but hear me out.

No two days are the same no matter how similar they may seem. The minute details, the intricacies that determine the true outcome of each day will never allow them to be.

I was so happy to be back in LDN after a spending a week working in the studio in DBX with 5five2 (my producer). I came back home with a different level of determination and passion. I was finally excited to continue living out the dream plan for my music career with my team. I had meetings booked, I was in conversation with a new graphic designer to work on some art work. Yeah man, things were looking up.

The following day and a half broke me. 

I wish I could share those details but my boundary of privacy will never allow me to. I won't allow myself to. 

My whole week became very dim. I was trying so hard to keep the light on.

I had to postpone my meetings. I delayed my responses. I needed to just sit with myself as much as I could. I still had to go to work ofc, but I was numb. Yes, the best word to describe how I was feeling, was numb.

I had two consecutive weeks of oxymoron. Back to back. I was so confused. I just had to stop and move in default.

I gave myself a deadline of Saturday to slowly move the gear from neutral. Which leaves me on here, reflecting on how we can never expect the unexpected, yet we must understand the importance of always expecting the unexpected. My true juxtaposition thought of the week.

#DGC